my chest hurts. i don't know why.

i'm bleeding. internally. from my nose, to my mouth, to my stomach. i wouldn't be surprised if blood were to start pouring out of my eyes, my ears, my pores.

maybe my chest hurts as a result of the amalgamation of all of this. or maybe it's something much simpler and i'm just too blind to see it.

i don't like this feeling. i want it to go away. i hope it goes away.

I know my place...

chapter 4